I haven't been myself lately. I wouldn't call it a funk, as I'm in a pretty good mood. I have been more frazzled than normal, but I reject that as a descriptor as it reminds me of the teacher who drives the Magic School Bus. I'm not befuddled, stupefied, bewildered, or confounded. I am discombobulated.
My house is normally organized, but I haven't been able to find anything. I lost my camera charger last weekend. I tore my guest room, kitchen, and dining room apart trying to find it. I stopped mid-search to call Mary-Claire to see if she had any insight. Heck, she knows a ton about cameras, surly she knows about camera battery storage issues. She told me to look again, I did, and I found it. In the drawer where I keep it. I must have looked right at it the first time and missed it.
The next day I lost my keys. After about 10 minutes I found them. They were on the key hook. Where they are supposed to be.
My head? Not where it's supposed to be. Maybe it's because this winter was so long. Maybe it's because my last semester was exhausting. I just got back from vacation a month ago and I feel like I need another one. I don't have the ambition to clean my house or do homework. Even more shocking, I don't even want to knit. I need to change my attitude and get some stuff done, but I'm not ready to yet. I need a few more days of being lazy. A few more days to find motivation.
If you happen to stumble upon some extra motivation, please send it my way. I could use it.